My Affinity

My Affinity

Where is the man brave enough to love all of me?

When I meet my affinity – the man with the courage to accept, embrace and appreciate my exquisitely quirky nature, I will be grateful it never worked out with anyone else.

When that euphoric moment arrives, I will know.

When I meet my forever man, I will finally realize that those men in my past I thought were perfect for me…really weren’t. I will remember them fondly, as the amazing and elite gentlemen they are, but they will no longer occupy my mind and heart.

I operate with intensity. I experience deep emotion. I have a wild and unpredictable personality. Sometimes, I supress the best parts of me, because few men know what to do with the radiance of a spirit like mine.

But he will! He will find it impossible not to love the passionate, creative, inspiring woman I am.

I have fallen more times than I can count, but I always find the strength to rise, stronger than before. I have the courage to admit when I’m wrong and ask forgiveness. I have yet to face a challenge, illness, tragedy, transgression or heartache I didn’t overcome and will continue to do so with grace and humility.

I strive every day to be authentic and to re-connect with my deepest calling, which is larger than any singular life experience.

I am destined for deep and profound love and when it arrives, I will surrender myself to it.

So, when I stumble upon that brave awakened man, who becomes consumed by my essence and is able to fully endure my intensity, I will know that this is the man who possesses the courage every other lover I had before lacked.